Brilliant. Did you write this? You read it beautifully. I can relate to so much of what you said. Congratulations for stepping out from the crowd. Now we see you and it's not so bad is it? Time to shine that light, so I'll leave you with a song from next Monday's guest on my show (I'm behind the camera and my guest from episode 2 is dancing in the audience) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9W4X5mlS6Y0
f.lux is great and the glasses I mentioned are Blublockers. Other brands are available cheaper, just type blue blocking glasses in the search engine. So glad to see that something I said is potentially going to be useful to someone. That's why I did this, so that my own experience and learning may help others in some small way.